No matter what i do no one respects me, i get misgendered, dead named and luaghed at every time i bring my identity up, now i've already ran away from my mum for other reasons (she was emotionally abusive) but now that i'm with my other side of the family i feel like im being emotionally abused on a whole other level.

i've tried every thing from asking nicely to use the correct pronouns and stop calling me my agab from just straight up arguing, and nothing fucking works, what does it take to show these people who serious this is to me? i'm starting to see my family less and less as family and more so just people that fucking annoy me.

On top of all of this i've reached adulthood with numerous undiagnosed conditions that i know i have but get luaghed at for bringing them up because "Oh you never showed signs as a child" and now i'm almost incapable at working normally and now my dad is telling me i'm a useless worker because i don't "output more product than i make in money per hour to make profit" or whatever the fuck.

So now i feel like no one cares about me, i'm a useless waste of space and a joke, i don't what to do anymore i want to leave my entire family behind and get the fuck out of here i just want to be happy and be able to transition