I'm 27 years old. I feel more and more every year that I'm feminine, wanting to be girly, dress as a woman, etc. But other times I'm just... a guy. I dont feel terribly happy as a guy, or terribly sad, I just exist. But when I dress up, or think about myself as a woman, it makes me happy. I finally accepted myself for being bi, now this. I just don't know. I guess I'm just venting. I'm terrified of things changing if I try to tell people I'm trans, I'm scared of losing people from my life. Whenever I play a video game, I usually play as a woman, because that's what I wish I could look like, but then I will enjoy being masculine the next day. What was your defining experience? What made you realize you were, in fact, trans? I'd be happy being androgenous, but I would be woman more than man I think. I'm scared in general I guess. I made a joke with my wife, "watch me end up trans later" after saying I felt girlier and girlier every year. The joke stuck with me, and now I've been thinking about it all day. I kinda wanna try her for a while, but I don't have any money. I dunno. If you read this far, I really appreciate you, and thank you in advance for any thoughts and advice. Mwah to you all <3