First off, I don't know if I really qualify to post here, but it seemed like the best place to start. I identify as non-binary and I swap between femboy and flamboyant guy fashion but I have very masculine features, and it really bothers me, and I feel...not great when I look at myself in mirror. It looks good for the more masc fashion but most of the time U prefer fem dashion and it hurts to looks at myself sometimes. I started working my butt and hip abductors using a women's excersize routine thats supposed to give a more hourglass figure, it just ended up giving me soccer legs and butt. I have been considering HRT to get that more rounded figure, so I can have the androgynous look I want, and lucky my state just made it so state employee insurance coverage gender affirming care, so I called the company and got a case manager, but I am not sure how to talk to them about the mess I just exposition dumped on you all. Can I get some help, opinions, advice, or suggestions? Hey, I'll even take egg comments if that's what you think, I just need input at this stage helps. Much appreciated!