ok so some backstory i turned 18 in august, and i came out to my mum as gay when i was 16 and she told my brother and my dad without telling me. anyways these recent holidays we as a family are in fiji to spend time with my grandparents family and learn about his up bringing. now i have a history of depression due to a multitude of things such as coming out and also my parents divorce taking over such a big part of my life. now before this trip i thibk i hit a major depressive episode and have been miserable the entire trip and i booked a trip back home 2 weeks early because i feel i would be happier back home. i told my mum about this (while drunk probs not the best idea) and then bcos of me being drunk i brought up a lot of stuff about she didn’t rly support this part of my identity which i think i should be able to share not her which isn’t rly relevant but the point still stands that i want to go back home. she then retaliates with “it’s a different generation ofc i’m gonna make gay jokes you can’t expect everyone to cater to you” but i thought i could at least count on my mum to not make homophobic jokes. and with spending time for my grandpa i would’ve been here a week and have spent time with family. anyways am i in the wrong for wanting to leave early almost 100% knowing that’s what’s good for my mental health? or should i stick it out for my mum and her family. lmk if you have any more questions cause i might have not explained it very well

tldr: homophobic mum, wanna leave holiday and i wrong?