so for context im a trans male to female and im closeted, all my family except my sister is homophobic and transphobic and i wanna come out but im scared that one i come out i'll be shunned and kicked out of the house with no where to go(which seems a bit contradictory but bare with me) they see me as their son/grandson/male cousin and i am not a male i am a female, plus my entire family are toxic christians and dont love any sort of lgbt person even furries(which i am one of) so yea if it helps im in texas and yes ive chatted with the trevor project multiple times and its like my mom just disregards my feelings and says that either im faking it or that im just wanting attention and yea thats my life, and every time i am the one who messes up she yells at me and wants to see everything i get which makes me feel like im not allowed to have my own privacy even tho i give her privacy which is hypocritical, im 17 but il be 18 in march so yea thank yall for reading this and if yall have any tips please dm me or comment on this post