Hello y'all,I'll try to keep this as brief as possible.

So last night I decided to tell my mother that I will be volunteering for the Ukraine International Legion and that I would be leaving home, she started shouting and getting visibly angry and she said "I do not give you consent", and I reminded her that I was not a child any more (20 turning 21) and then she started saying that she won't allow me to go, and instead of going to Ukraine, I should go to Syria or Yemen and join Hizbullah or something (She's Muslim, idek what I am anymore) but I told her I wouldn't and then she started saying that I was selfish and that I have responsibilities towards her and my brother but I told her that that is not how it works if we look at it that way and she started degrading me. So I woke up today and I find that my passport is not with me anymore and I have no clue where it went because I had all my documents last night, I've looked everywhere including my and her room yet I can't find it. What would your suggestions be? Please let me know as I am really worried and she has abused me physically in the past and I do have that fear.

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Edit 1: Age added plus grammar
Edit 2: OKAY SO I KINDA TRICKED HER and found a possible location where it could be, I will attempt to get it later on today. all of those who helped with whatever they could I really appreciate it a lot!