I just need to let this out. I do not know how parents think, but since they are parents, THEY ARE ALWAYS RIGHT. It does not matter if they offend their child or say anything sarcastic and when you react, you are disrespectful, ungrateful, arrogant and all the names that you can hear. They even say that the reason why I do not leave home because there are things that are hard for me to do alone. What the fuck!? I am staying here because they want me to be here and they need me. I am fucking 34 and the eldest and the only daughter.

I left before and even when I left, I still supported them.

Asian household alert!!!

I will never be the golden child because I am not the one who will become a doctor. I think I have given back more than enough, I just cannot repay my mom for giving birth to me. But I will never ever make my future children feel shit or bad about herself and will admit if I did something wrong as a parent and say sorry.

I dont know if I will ever get appreciation from them.

It is very hard to have a conversation with them too. This is just a toxic cycle.