Being in the same city i stay outside...i visit my house once in a week...and meet my parents...and i feel liberated when i am staying outside than in my house...

Like i have my freedom and i can do whatever the shit i want...no one can ask me....

I have a roommate...that guy is my bestfriend...my parents know him...we usually eat together...but for a past few weeks...we don't eat together...we have no issues between us....the thing is ..i get hungry a bit late than him...so i eat late...i said that to my mom today and said you should go and eat with him....

And most importantly...i go to college...my roommate goes to the college a bit early...and i go at about half hour early before the class starts....i said this to my mom too....she starts lecturing me...that he has the fire to get great grades...what about you....i got super pissed...and kept answering her in a calm and composed manner in text... whereas i was fucking pissed...like then why the fuck am i going to college then...i also have the fire...i just don't show it....with just one statement that my roommate going to class soon defined his whole studying capacity...where i am seen as a disappointment...

I am a disappointment to my parents...they expect something but i cannot fulfill it...and whereas they never fulfill what the fuck i want...

Please help me with this issue...i need someone to vent....if possible please do DM me...