Sorry for the long rant guys…….I don’t really care for Christmas or the holidays because I haven’t celebrated anything since I was 9 and I’m 22 now. My dad has never given me a gift EVER. Didn’t even call me on Christmas (my stepmom did tho) and my mom just doesn’t know me at all. I found out that my dad brought all of his new children AND my older brother Stanley’s and PS5s and all this expensive shit. Now. I don’t care about what they got because I couldn’t care less about video games or a $70 cup lol but like I’ve never gotten anything? I never ask for anything because I always felt like a burden so every year I just buy myself stuff. It still hurts I guess because birthdays and Christmas when you’re younger is supposed to be magical right? Or so I’ve been told. I remember one year I was at my dads for Christmas and he took me to see my grandmother who hates the girls in our family for absolutely no reason. She gave me and my sister an empty mint box with our names in it. And my name was spelt wrong…… I was 13. Does anyone want to know what I like? I like funny blankets, fluffy socks, wax warmers, and collecting board games…none of that stuff is expensive or hard to find. I simply just want to be THOUGHT about like I want someone to know that I exist or at least care that I exist. Even if someone did ask what I want I still would say no but I would love the thought…….