I was kind of cray. I was off my meds, and I had all these crazy theories about existence and secret organizations and shit. I had had some visions, some of which actually came true to a degree, and I had actual logical reasons to believe some of it true, so I wasn't entirely crazy. I was just (hopefully) connecting the dots wrong about some stuff. And I have connections to Tori Amos through friends and otherwise, which is why I sent her a letter. I thought her muses were speaking about me in certain songs. Anyway, I think I may have freaked her out. I'm not sure, though. If anyone can get this apology to her, please do. Thank you.