I don’t expect anyone to give a shit. But I say I’m breaking every day and I fear what the bottom looks like. I’m breaking. I’m done with him. I just know he can’t give me what I want. And I’m grieving not him but the death of a family member.

(If you hide behind usage hmu cuz I need someone idc if we run away and avoid it together I just don’t wanna be judged for crying if it happens and if we running n avoid I’m down. I just want to not be alone rn..Nashville F)

Sibling. And I don’t know how to grieve but I have years of grief and trauma I’ve shoved down. I want to get high but idc to if that makes sense… Anyone in Nashville that’s not wanting to take advantage of my vulnerability and just hold me while I break…. Just listen don’t talk.. Please I have no one and I never have. I gave my last punch. And I have no more fight.

I don’t want to be strong anymore. Is that okay? It’s gonna have to be cuz I check out. I’m crying rn to” Easy - Commandores “

idk why this song is sad when I’m on my cycle but idgaf I wish it was easy to love me. And I wish I wasn’t so broken that I can’t love anyone . Oh god” I’ll make love to you” -Boys II Men is playing and it’s over with. It’s about to flood y’all better call Noah cuz u gonna need a ark 😩