i hope this is an okay thing to ask here (not sure how this subreddit works with sensitive topics like mental health), but i'm trying to remember the name of a girl on instagram/youtube (mostly instagram if im remembering correctly) that i followed yeeeears ago and just thought of for the first time in forever.

i originally found her through a different french-canadian youtuber (we'll call her Girl #1) who made videos talking about coping with anorexia (there's a very specific video that i remember that was about dealing with EDs during the holiday season). i dont remember much about her; in her teens/early 20s, dark hair, spoke mostly english on her channel, i dont have any hints as to what her name was. i know more details about another ED/mental health recovery influencer that she was friends with (Girl #2). i don't think Girl #2 was as popular as Girl #1 or in general, since her demographic was quite niche. but i remember more about her, so maybe someone somehow will know either of the girls i'm thinking of. i'm pretty sure Girl #2 had strawberry blonde-ish hair and was in her 20's (back in 2013? 2014?). in my head, i feel like her name started with an e or an a? (alyse? elisa? ella?) i followed her on instagram years ago and most of her captions would be in french, but i don't remember if her videos were in french or english. i remember Girl #2 often posted photos of her knitting, too, if that helps at all.

i know this isn't much to go off of, but it's all i can remember and i'd really love to find either/both of them again and be able to thank them as they were the first people who inspired my recovery. i know this is very vague and i dont have much hope, but does this sound at all familiar to anyone? i'd appreciate any thoughts!