When I was a teen I used to get these strong urges to try on my dads briefs. Whenever I was home alone I would go into the bathroom to look for the underwear he left there, or dig through his hamper for his most recent pair, or through his underwear drawer if I couldn’t find any. He wore hanes classics, BVDs, FTLs, Kirkland, brooks brothers. Lots of brands to choose from.

It was so intense picking up my dads white briefs and holding them in front of my face. The soft cotton hanging there with my dads pouch just inches in front of me. I’d be rock hard and all I wanted to do in the world was try them on.

So I’d go into the bathroom, pull off all my clothes, then with adrenaline rushing, pull on my dads tighty whities. They were always big on me. I loved that. It really felt like pulling on a man’s underwear. I could tell I still had room to grow.

And there was nothing like having the soft cotton or my dads briefs cupping my balls and cock. I would tent my cock straight out in them, thinking about how the same cotton had cradled our cut cock heads just hours before. I’d leak into his briefs. Especially if I could find his precum in there too.

It wouldn’t take long from there. Reaching down into my dads XL briefs to find my hairy cock throbbing just like his must have. I’d lose control and shoot a massive load all over the toilet or bathtub.

Immediately I’d be overcome with shame. Why did I keep doing this? What was wrong with me? Was I attracted to my dad? Or was my attraction to briefs just so strong that anyone’s briefs could become an object of sexual gratification?

I don’t feel shame about it anymore. I understand that sexuality is complex and that it was a harmless fetish. Curiosity about our family is natural, and when you’re growing up closeted, you don’t have a lot of healthy outlets to explore your sexuality. If I were my dad and knew what was going on, I don’t think I’d be upset or intervene. Nothing to be gained by it.

I’ve also been really comforted to read all the stories on Reddit from other guys who did similar stuff with their dads underwear. Clearly there are larger social forces at play if there are so many of us. Glad we can find places online to connect and compare experiences.

Send me a DM if this is something you did too.