I'm currently laying in bed at 6:31 AM and I haven't slept for 24 or so hours. I just got a job after months of looking which is great but the mix of my crappy sleep schedule and nervousness has made it impossible for me to sleep. I have a slight headache, my eyes hurt and I am rather tired. I'm sure I'll do fine at my shift but got datum, I really don't make things easier on myself.

Gotta start getting ready in less than an hour and I'm hoping I won't look more dead than usual. I already have permanent dark bags under my eyes so I'm worried about looking like some fucking night creature coming from a cave.

If my lack of sleep somehow screws this up, I am going to cry. Anyway, wish me luck y'all. I've never posted on here before but was bored so thought I'd just do it.

TL;DR: Didn't sleep when I have early shift and I feel like absolutely garbage.