So yesterday my friends (two couples, plus one single guy) and I went to brunch to go day drinking, and we ended up drinking a lot. It was all you can drink mimosas brought out w/ the big bottle of 'champagne' and orange juice/cranberry juice and they really stayed on top of bringing more out. As a group, we typically do drink a lot when we do go out on weekends, but not so early in the day. Or at least, if we do start early it's way more paced (not against the clock of when brunch ends). We did also eat brunch, but still it was a crazy amount of drinking in a short amount of time.

We ended up back at my friend's place (who was way more drunk than I usually see him, like on the verge of falling asleep) and he was laying down on the couch. I honestly can't remember what started everything off (I think it might have just been relatively normal where my friend and his gf started kissing, and the other couple was kissing -- although as couples they've both never been big on public displays at least in front of me). The other girl has always been fairly open, I've heard stories of her getting naked in front of the group etc before. Eventually the two girls kissed and then my friend/his gf were making out hot and heavy, and he was feeling her up. The other girl was kissing her boyfriend while the single guy was fingering her which lead to him eating her out.

Anyway, without going into too many more details, my FU was that I had drank too much to just leave to drive home (and my car was there, so I couldn't really uber home and just leave my car without it being a huge ordeal) and I didn't know what else to do but watch. At one point, the other girl even encouraged me to jump in but I declined saying my own girlfriend wasn't there to say it was ok or join in herself. We were supposed to go to the pool to continuing partying so part of me was hoping this would all end and we'd move on to the pool like nothing happened. But I was just kinda shocked at it all and was watching it all go down drunk in awe, at certain points going on my phone. The way my friend's house is, there was nowhere else to really go that guests would go (so I couldn't like go to a different room and watch TV).

I kinda feel weird about it now, like I was a creep in the room or something. Even though I waited as long as I thought I needed to and there was nothing else for me to do (like just walk around randomly outside, drunk?), to finally safely leave and drive home.

TLDR: My friends (2 couples one single guy) got super drunk and essentially had an orgy. Since I have a gf who wasn't there I didn't join in, but I also didn't leave and kinda just watched for a while. Now I feel weird about it.

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