So for a little bit of context, I (19m) always had this repressed (even unnoticed) obsession with tickling, but I guess it just never registered to me. But... discovering certain subreddits, pornographic videos, comments, etc. has been a shock!

Knowing that there are probably thousands of women out there who would actually be excited at the prospect of restraining, binding, gagging, teasing, humiliating, oiling, and just brutally tickling me all over is just... arousing.

Even just having people to relate to is just really validating and reassuring that I'm not some freak lol. What was y'alls journey in discovering this... interest? How do you go about satisfying this fantasy (especially when shy?)