When I look up treatments to help with my suicidal thoughts it just makes me more frustrated. They say get meds I’m on meds and it’s such a slow process to find one that works. Also says therapy but if I talk to a therapist they will probably call police on me. I have been in psych ward before it just made me more depressed. They didn’t really give me any therapy much. It’s like they just didn’t want me to die but didn’t want to help. Has anyone had any luck with impatient care? How are you supposed to get help if you can’t even shower or get outta bed. I just know this is gonna be a life long struggle and I don’t have the energy for this. Who am I supposed to talk to if you can’t talk to a therapist about suicide. I mean duh I’m suicidal idk what they expect. I feel like Reddit is the only one I can talk to.