Weird post but maybe someone went through similar things. One thing I really enjoyed about my relationship with MM was dressing up for him. He would pick outfits for me or we would decide on them together before we would go out. It was exciting for me, he has nice taste and I felt incredibly happy going out with an attractive man who was proud to have me by his side and show off. Every now and then people would come up to us in the street and tell that we are such attractive couple... I enjoyed purchasing lingerie for him and surprise him with new outfits.

Now, since he left me, it's gone from my life and I miss it a lot. I still dress up but every time my heart breaks because I know he won't see it, I can't send him picture, I will never hear a compliment from him again.

My favorite lingerie brand put out new collection which i was first interested in but then realized I have no more reasons to buy it. Sure, wearing it for myself is fun, but it's not comparable to how much fun it was seeing his eyes light up and him being amazed by my looks.

Does anyone have any advise how do I deal with this hole in my life now? Maybe someone went through similar thing?