Everything is good but I didn’t know what flair. Lol please don’t delete it

So I’ve been you could say the OW since November. We had a brief period of just texting and support since he was going through some things. Anyways things have really picked back up since April. Since then I’ve been seeing him basically every week. It’s been beautiful and I’m really enjoying myself. Back in May he told me that he loved me. More recently he’s been talking about that we’re going to be locked in even in ten years. But anyways yesterday we finally went to this romantic retreat with a whirlpool tub right in the room. I made a lasagna and brought it with us. Like if you know anything about me it’s that I tolerate men. But with him it’s totally different. Like I want to cook for this man. I want to be Betty Crocker up in this bitch(as I said I have three kids so I’m already cooking for them and myself but ). Anyways it was hours full of good conversations/good sex/and even laughs. But on the flip side it’s getting harder to take him home. Like I know he’s not totally mine but I just want one total night with him. Another thing I should add is that I’m an Aries. And lol I’m a lot to handle. But this man from day one has matched my energy on every level. And on the way home he drove and I sat there and we just held each others hands.
I’m glad that back in November I gave him a chance.
I’m excited and a bit nervous to see where this will go. But I feel that we’re going to be seeing each other for the long run.
Thanks for letting me talk lol 😂