Y’all I have no clue why she texts this like, she can write just fine so I apologize. She just won’t stop doing it. Anyway, I made a post in self about what happened for anyone who wants the full story, but basically I tried talking to my mom about how I feel about my childhood assault and about 30 minutes later she texted me this. (Mind you we live together, and I was in the kitchen she didn’t have to text me at all.) To clarify some things, the counselor she’s talking about was the counselor at the college I attended for a while. I didn’t know that this thing she signed and had me sign would allow her to view ALL of my school records, including those counselor’s notes. (I know some people are gonna say that’s not possible, but it is. By me signing it she had permission to get my medical records from campus and anything else. Yeah, I was dumb for singing it without understanding.)

But I never said anything “awful” about her, I repeated things she’d said to me that were causing thoughts of self unalive. I did not talk crap about her to my deadbeat father (the whited out name), I explained to him that she was texting him pretending to be me he I never received that money, and was told she had no way to contact him. I did talk to my aunt (the other name) but it wasn’t like what she thought. My aunt asked questions and I answered. The young girl behind the counter had an attitude and started an argument with my mom (which yeah I know it’s hard to believe that she wasn’t the aggressor in the situation) and my mom argued back instead of leaving, so I reported it to my aunt because she was in the car waiting. I do not talk about her like a dog, I open up to people I trust and she doesn’t like that. If I make a friend, she drives them away. I haven’t left because of my autism and mental health, I am trying to learn how to survive on my own but keep gettting rejected from jobs, so it’s harder than I thought and taking me longer than I anticipated. I will answer anything else that needs clarifying.