21 here. Had my surgery for my right testi removal in April.

May- Came out as 4 out of the 5 types into one. Doctors told me I’d have a 12% chance of getting it back without chemo and 2% with taking it. Decided to take a risk and monitor myself. First test were clear so then came the three month check up.

August- did a ct scan and found invasion in the lymph nodes in my lower back. Started chemo this week.

I THINK I feel another mass in my last testi and I don’t know if it’s coming back or not. The pain is there, with no bump. With a bump, there’s barely pain. The bump usually comes after I pee. I have a meeting with my urologist today after chemo, I’m just really scared and paranoid about what I could be told. My chances of getting it back compared to the overall chances of anyone out there getting it back makes me confused. Some one just please help put my mind to ease 🤦🏽‍♂️