I'm uh "straight". Very confused. Thought I liked men and like idk anymore, I sorta kinda dated a girl but it didn't really work out. I didn't even intend to date her, I just agreed to a date with a "sure, why not" mentality.

Anyways that is not the point of this post.

My best and closest friend is lesbian. I care a lot about her and love her in a platonic way. She was absent from class today so I jokingly texted her "My attachment issues when you aren't here" and her response was:

"hhhhrugdigfijv"

What does this mean? Is it an acronym? I know there is the "lesbian flustered can't speak random keyboard gibberish meme" so like now I'm worried.

Not that I hate her for her sexuality or anything, I'm just worried because if things don't work out dating we could never go back to being just friends.

Please don't put me on r/AreTheStraightsOK with the caption "Fellas, is it gay to say 'hhhhrugdigfijv'?". I beg of you.

This post probably sounds ridiculous writing it out, but I just want advice. Maybe I'm just overreacting entirely to this, idfk