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So basically, I was born (—,—,——) in San Diego, California. Then right after I was born, both my parents moved to Illinois to an apartment and I we were poor and my dad was gone most of my life because he had a job in the navy ( basically he left for the military discount instead of the milk ) and I stayed in the apartment with my mom until I was about 4. When I was 4 me and my mom moved to a small house in Wisconsin, i looked up nsfw content for the first time when I was about 4. I went to a pre-school when I was like 4 or something and made some friends. Then when I was 5 I went to a catholic school called “--- ---- -- -----” or something full of white people, most of the staff was racist to me specifically because I was the only kid of color, the staff would ignore when other kids bullied me, they would actively treat me worse then other students, wasn’t a very fun time. When I was 5 I was in kindergarten, nothing interesting happened. Then when I was 6, I went into the first grade and I had the most racist white teach ever, I will be calling her Mrs, L. Mrs L would constantly be a dick to me, and treat me differently then the other students, she would let the other students go to the bathroom and wouldn’t let me ever. Also in 1st grade I remember some women said that she would marry me, she proceeded to move next year. I remember visiting my grandpa’s house for the first time and this is when I would get basically addicted to video games. I believe I had my first Easter and it sucked, my mom put screws and Pennie’s and breath mints instead of money and candy, but I guess she was trying to make my Easter fun since we were poor. I turned 7 and went into 2nd grade, nothing Interesting happened, in 3rd grade I was a rizzler, all the girls loved me because everyone else was a dick and I was genuinely nice.

Before I moved on to 4th grade, it’s important you know I basically lived in the hood, I lived in a small house and we where broke. So I switched schools because my mom decided that leaving me in a school full a spoiled racist white kids wasn’t the best idea, so she put me in a school called “----” or something and it was full of hood kids, I wasn’t used to hood kids because the never played with the kids in my street, because they would steal my shit. So I had to do the thing I would get used to doing constantly, adapt to my environment semi perfectly. So I was 9 in 4th grade and I had classes with a bunch of hood kids. I wasn’t on the most friendly terms with most of them. I did have a friend group tho. The friend group had a Mexican girl, a fat Mexican girl, and my black best friend, they black best friend introduced me to fnaf, I had a sleep over with my best friend and kinda sorta hit him when he wasn’t listening to me ( I was very mentally unstable ), I got jumped by 11 1st graders which scared me for life and sent me down a path of violence, some other stuff I don’t remember happened, the Mexican girl in the friend group became my girlfriend, then I moved to another location and I remember what my gf’s last words was, she said “-insert OP name here-, don’t get beat up at another school ok”. I moved to basically a mini mansion in Illinois with lottery money, and I moved to another school and had to drop every relationship I had again for the second time. The other school was called “-------- ----------" or something” and it was full of semi privileged white kids and a rare few colored kids, definitely better then the catholic school I went to. I had a class full of kids not as smart as me ( I forgot to mention but I have above average intelligence, at the time of writing this, I 15m have a IQ of 122 ). Then in 5th grade I made a bunch of friends, I friended a short white kid who liked soccer with a eating disorder, a idk even know mental disorder white kid who prob on the spectrum, a colored girl who I was good friends with, and I dated a girl that I will be calling Kay, I had an off and on relationship with Kay, during summer break before 6th grade I cheated on her with another girl and that girl cheated on me and then 6th grade started and I got back with Kay, then Kay broke up with me, I manipulated my best friend into dating Kay because I am a homie like that ( gotta use my charm and manipulative nature for a good purpose ), I got into a fight with the kid I hated because he stepped on my shoes, got into this fight with another kid because he close my computer, got suspended twice I believe, I did wresting and I had abs and I was buff, my English teacher started talking about Covid, we had our first lock down and I thought that it would basically be like a second spring break ( Oh how wrong I was ), Covid fully hit and we missed out on the rest of the 6th grade. My dad came back with the metaphorical milk. 7th grade hit and I had online learning the entire school year and it partially ruined my social skills, i got chubby, I started watching anime, my anti social tendencies started to increase more, it was a very not fun school year. I moved again to a smaller home in a nice neighborhood, 8th grade hit and I went to a decent school, it had a lot of diversity which I liked, mainly because I had been to allat of schools with mainly white kids, i had like 5 friends: my homie caeser ( he consented to being in this story ) and a table full of women, I was kinda a outcast ( ignoring the fact I denied a girl who was wanted to be friends with benefits and a girl who wanted to date me ) everyone thought I was slow/autistic because I was on the more mentally deranged side, then a miracle happened… one of the popular kids decided to randomly start bullying me and we fought and I beat his ass in front of the whole school, I became extremely popular after that and I adapted again and changed my personality to be perfect for the environment, had a teach who I hated and everyone else hated her, I remember at the end of the school when they where doing a slide show of every teacher, everyone boo’d her and I was the only one who got in trouble out of everyone else. I dated a trans person ( idr if they were a trans girl or trans dude ) the trans person was apart of the table of women I was friends with. It was pretty nice and we went on a date to the mall together which was pretty nice, over summer break she broke up with me in the most mature way possible ( I am not being sarcastic ), then high school hit and I became a paranoid sociopath, ( I cut out a lot of details and stuff or just don’t remember them, but ever since 4th grade I have been devolving from a genuinely nice kind hearted person into a menace due to my constant dropping of all relationships because I move a lot ), alot of boring stuff happened, I fought some dude and had my first tie in a fight, made alot of friends and stuff, started stealing and scamming people, became a all around hate able person, I changed my personality for every class to fit my surroundings, dated a equally crazy girl who was a autistic narcissist who used me and cheated on me ( I guess that’s the karma I deserve for all the bad things I have done ) she got really close to ruining my life due to her ability to lie, I became temporarily friends with a person who was the complete opposite of me until I kinda attacked his best friend for sitting in my chair, I had a lot of friends ( over 20 ) because of my charismatic nature, thankfully a lot of my bad side to my personality wasn’t experienced by some of my OG closer friends such as my trans ex, one of my Mexican homies who looks white, and my homie Caesar.

Then summer break happened, I decided to lose weight since I knew that miracles couldn’t get me a gf again ( I have a challenge I do with my self that makes me want to have a physical gf every single school year, the streak of 5 hasn’t ended yet ) so I took 15 mile walks every day and worked out, I lost a lot of weight, got into fights, damaged my eye so I have to wear a eye patch, played some video games, and wrote this story cus I was bored.

That’s the end, I excluded a huge amount of stuff from the story such as my love of physics and astronomy, my relationship with some of my ex’s, my relationship with my brother and sister who live with my dads ex wife, my dad’s depression and ptsd, the fact I got beat a lot, the fact that grandpa was a narc and he beat me with his fists, and some random other details mainly because I didn’t fully remember stuff or because I am to lazy to put it in the whole time line or the details are vague.

The take away from this story, don’t move around so much as a kid to where you are desensitized to permanently dropping relationships, if you are a dad spend time with your son instead of leaving him for most of his life, idk something.

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