posted this on r/vent but nobody heard me qwq

im in theatre club and ive been thinking about quitting... its getting quite stressful and the fun is starting to wear off. we're doing a musical and im not great at singing, im not great at dancing, and im not great at acting. doesnt help that literally all my characters except for one center around my character being shallow, dumb, or whatever, also doesnt help that like the entire rest of the cast hates me or finds me annoying, and that im literally the least experienced person there and im holding the whole group behind. also the instructor hates me now because i missed a dancing rehearsal because i forgot about it... not really helping my mental health, which is in a pretty bad state atm, either

however, if i quit now, thatll really fuck up the entire play because we're already short of actors and how tf would i explain that to my parents and the instructor without further ruining my already poor reputation with them and getting further labeled as a failiure