so I got mad about the girl I like not liking me and then I hear this song (very good song btw it made me kinda mad for whatever reason)

How did we go wrong so subtly
Fight for me our fantasy
I don't understand the pain we share in between
Broken hearts and 'what if we's
Dance with me in your black dress
Can we please try to forget
I can promise you
I won't ever stop loving you
Hold my heart, memories too

And we can play fairytales forever
But as an everyday endeavor
We can both try to find the things we're looking for
Or spending our lives waiting
Waiting on the floor

and it hit diff cuz we were so close and now we arent. and like I punched a pillow but I stacked it wrong so I twisted my wrist and it hurts now and I dont wanna tell my parents cuz they gonna ask why I punched pillow and I have to tell em everything and they are gonna start a whole rant im not in the mood for and also wow this is really long so if your still reading this you are genuinely a cool person ok im done now