I fucking hate my friend. ok here goes context why the kiss was almost like straight out of a movie

I asked her out on a train station. Not the most romantic thing ever but when you are a high schooler and no time cuz responsibilities thats the best you can do on the spot.

She said she had to digest it cuz she just got out of a relationship and she mainly was with me as a friend for a while, since she always came to me if she had problems, like she would talk about it while I was just there with her, sometimes hugging her. Moving on, the station is important so keep that in mind.

On thanksgiving break, she said she was mad confused and she didnt know if I deserved to be in a relationship with a confused person, so I might have to get over her. SO I said ok, sure, makes sense, I will. I did get over her for a while until I started talking with her and fooling around with her.We then went to the train station cuz she had to leave early and I was leaving at that time to. SO we go to the place where I asked her out, like that same place, and I tell her that playing around with her and being with her reminded me why I liked her, and then we get our faces together our noses touch and my friend calls out my fucking name as he's walking up the stair case and ruins the moment.. im pissed and im listening to music rn and doing hw