I was raised up in a Christian household. I don't believe in the plausibility of the existence of the entire "storyline" of Christianity or any other religion in general after pondering about it for years. My father gets extremely disappointed and frustrated whenever I raise my doubts about my faith (contributing to me losing hope in fucking religion in the end). We just got into a huge argument where his main point was that I am unable to make decisions/think for myself as I am too young and immature (trying to support it with the minimum age of voting ), I am unable to think for myself as I have not experience enough of life to know the importance of values in faith (fucking hell he thinks that all aethists are mass murderers cos they aren't bound by heaven or hell), and that until I reach 18 I should just shut the fuck up and listen to him about everything (we got into way more massive arguments about other stuff which fucked me over really hard a few times). Im fking pissed off with him (not cos of just this specific incident but literally everything else he has tried to control over the years, including but not limited to, whether I should lift weights as it would stunt my growth-ignoring literally every medical report saying that it doesn't, whether I should wear masks as my country's government,WHO and even the American CDC were political puppets ) Idk what to do now, am I in the wrong here or should I continue to fight for what I view as freedom of religion (he has threatened to kick me out of the house as this is his "freedom of decision)