So today I was browsing the web and found this amazing recording of Aoi Yuuki (Tanya von Degurechaff VA) singing Los! Los! Los! Live and i founf it really amazing. First of all she's an amazing VA and this performance is amazing and her talent is way above anything else I've ever seen.

Then I started thinking. Why do I like this so much? Why does it get me kind of emotional. Sure I knew some already, like that I am an escapist and most of the media that I consume serrves the purpose to take to another, more interesting world than this one, and this song does exactly that. The TV show (Saga of Tanya the evil) is great but there is also something else.

I'ts the charisma just shining out of Aoi as she stands on that scene, combined with the song. The song has a lot of energy and it all jst blends so well together, and then I started thinking about Tanya. Tanya is an amazing leader and is a great talker, incredibly smart, and has lots of charisma, and is overall a great character. She just5 has this amazing aura around her, which Aoi delivers amazingly.

I now reralised that I was missing a clear leader in my life. I don't have anyone that can lead me, scream at me, or encourage me in my life other than myself and I really feel like my life would feel more complete if I had that. I need a Tanya von Degurechaff to lead me, encourage me and scream at me when I need it.

Thanks for reading

TL:DR: Tanya von Degurechaff if you see this hmu