Hi everyone! You’ve probably seen me post in the last day or two, because I’ve finally been active here!!! Now, I do wanna preface that you know, this sucks. It might be something that people want to not look at especially if they’ve had rough rejections. With that in mind, let me post my story.

Me and my friend, we’ll name them… Kat, have been friends for about 6 years now. We’ve laughed together, we’ve cried together, and overall we’ve experienced the greatest moments of our lives as friends. Neither of us had ever been in a relationship until about a year or two ago, and both of ours went sour with the other. We’ve really grown closer over the last couple weeks, and she has been making some… “Moves” that she hadn’t before. Those including hand holding, and being a bit more affectionate and touchy. I found it flattering, it was great!!! I’ve always been attracted to her since I was young, and over the years it had grown to be extremely large.

So I asked her out today. She responded with “no, are you kidding? I’d never date someone like you.” And that shattered me. I asked her to clarify and she said I was a good friend, but I didn’t look good and that I wasn’t interesting, just good company to be around. At that moment I had to run to the restroom and sob my eyes out, even to the point where my nose started bleeding. I looked into all of this and found out through a friend of her friend that Kat had been making these moves in hopes of finding an excuse to not talk to me again. It hurt me so bad. I thought she was my best friend but it turns out I was just a pawn in a twisted game of hers. The amount of absolute rage and sadness I’m feeling feels insurmountable. I feel betrayed and backstabbed. How could she do something like this to me?? I thought I trusted her…