For a couple months me and my girlfriend have been dating and she has been happy most of the time and we’ve been doing well but separately I don’t feel happy ever during this relationship. I love her, so much but it just doesn’t feel as if our relationship was meant to happen. It feels as if I never get to express my feelings with her cause whenever I seem to do she doesnt really care. She says that she is sorry but then the same issues still happen. For many events or personal issues she has never been caring and something that I hate the most she says it in public in lot and it embarrasses me alot and she never seems to care. I’m not going to lie I’m not the best boyfriend she could have but whenever I try to talk to her seriously she seems to just joke around all the time and not care for what I have to say. The funny thing is the flip side of this is that I have to worry daily about what I said or what I did and I always try to talk to her about it but it always ends up with her talking about how sad she is and me trying to cheer her up.

I wish I knew what was wrong but wouldn’t be on here if I did so any suggestions or advice?

Edit: So sorry for how I spelt please but man idk I just felt like it…