So me (17m) and my (17f) ex girlfriend broke up about 3 weeks ago, we had been arguing a few times over the past week or so but we always made up and would end up being on good terms. The night prior to the break up, I had fell asleep but she had sent me a lot of messages telling me how much she truly loved me. The day following that I woke up in a not so good mood and had ended up telling her off bc she was bugging me after I told her respectfully I was having a bad day and I needed space, after that I apologized and said I was sorry and that I love her. No response 3 hours later, I'm angry and I say, foolishly, "I think we should break up, you aren't the same person I fell in love with". 10 minutes later I say I didn't mean that and I regret sending it but she agrees, blocks me instantly as she says goodbye, so i don't get any say so. I contact her through my friends and the following monday at school I ask to get breakfast with her, to my surprise she actually comes up to me and we talk, i start crying, she gives me the longest best hug ever, and things are good for a while. I eventually get unblocked, and ask her to get back with me, I end up getting blocked again, then unblocked, then blocked, and now I'm unblocked on her phone # but not anything else, we've been talking for a week and a half now and everything has gone good, we talk all day like we used to but we don't hang out anymore (she says she has stuff to do but she really doesn't cause I see her with other peeps and it hurts cause I'd rather her say "no" than give an excuse to me). She has told me she still loves me, cares for me, I'm important to her, she misses me, and I have made it VERY clear I want to make things work again (she expressed she wished it worked out too) however she just won't budge and I'm close to giving up. Nothing is the same except for her talking to me all day like we used to. We've had sex about 3 times already (it was my first, her 2nd). She tells me she doesn't trust me with change. (I was a dick to her and I regret all of what I did) However I'm a different person now and it hurts cause she won't give me another chance. I catch her sneaking looks at me in class and when I turn to look at her she immediately turns away. I think she's really confused on what to feel about me. I don't know if I should play the waiting game or not because we're honestly good friends, I just want her to be mine and me to be hers. Any advice? (other than go find someone else pls) There's more to be explained too if there's any clarity needed for her behavior and what not. Other than arguing our relationship was pretty good and we got along well. She always expressed that she falls for me more and more with each day that passes by, I'm just wondering how it was so easy for her to end things so suddenly?