I’ve dabbled in tantra from trying to get to NEO’s, multiple orgasms, move entry, etc. it’s been more a practice of self exploration of pleasure. For awhile now, I’ve noticed if I’m stimulating myself and I focus down on the sensations and muscles, If feel an orgasm rise and stop stimulating and relax the PC or reverse kegel and hold, a pleasurable (but not orgasmic) feeling rises from my perineum and I feel a flow of ejaculatory fluid up my shaft and out my penis. Sometimes it’s milky like ejaculate other times it’s more transparent. I don’t loose my erection after and it’s not what I have experienced as a ruined orgasm where the PC muscle contracts and you do ejaculate.

I know a goal is to separate ejaculation from orgasm, and usually orgasm can come first without ejaculation. However I feel like I’m succeeding in moving ejaculation or something to before orgasm.

Any thoughts on what I’m cultivating.