I've never been interested in meditation. I only listened to it a few times to fall asleep, that's all. I also listened to healing and mantra meditations on Spotify from time to time. so. I heard about tantric sex after the interesting thing I experienced.

My experience:

I had a dream three days ago when I couldn't sleep. I don't know if it was a dream. I was naked in my dream. My knees were on the bed, someone invisible was holding me by the waist and penetrating me. It was about to get more intense, but I stopped it because it would make noise. I had a strong orgasm. I woke up later. Everything was normal. I was lying on my bed. But I couldn't sleep that night because of the intensity of the dream. It's morning. I thought about my date, whom I hadn't seen for a year. (I desired him sexually before). I focused and bingo he was next to me. I started to get aroused as if he was touching my private area. My hips started to move. I had an orgasm. But it wasn't that severe.

Then it was evening. I lay on my bed. I thought about him again. I started to get aroused again. I felt like I was being penetrated. It was like it was inside me. My hip was moving. I felt like he touched my clit and licked it. I had a very strong orgasm. I don't know how many times I ejaculated. I had a full body orgasm. I felt my orgasm in my belly, above my belly, in my legs, in my hips and in my private parts.

Whenever I think about him, I can have sex energetically. It's like real. I don't know if he feels this too.

If this is tantric sex, how did I suddenly start doing it even though I had no interest or knowledge?

And again, if this is tantric sex, who did I do it with? To whom did I send the energy? To my ex-partner? (Because it always starts by thinking about him) Or to a random person?

And if I sent it to my ex-partner, did he feel it too?