I've been studying yoga and buddhism for years. And had a kundalin awakening years ago. As of recently I've been studying Tantra and got into Tantric sex and have been doing some solo experimenting. For context, I am a male and have not experimented with a partner yet.

A couple months ago I tried my first solo energy orgasm. It was one of the craziest things that's happened to me. My body was shaking and everything. The classic full body energy orgasm. I've had this before, but it was only once during a mushroom trip.

Now fast forward to a few weeks ago, I've now reached a threshold of perpetual sexual bliss. I can slip into energy orgasms simply just by relaxing. My toes curl. I contract deeply. And maybe moan. I thought this state was only achievable by woman. I can now experience an abundant amount of energy orgasms with our without physical stimulation. My feet used to be always stiff and tense, but now they are completely relaxed!

I think I'm maintaining a consistent neuro-cocktail (endorphins, oxytocin, dopamine, etc.) that is only temporary post-orgasm. It's like I'm perpetually in a state of hypnagoiga. Like I'm perpetually "love drunk" or something. As amazing as this feels, it's hard for me to focus on intensive cogntive tasks like studying. I also have to "stiffen up" when going public to seem normal. So I really think I need to figure this out.

I've always been skeptical about Tantric sex, but now I've found myself in this weird perpetual state. Is this my new baseline? What do I do? This is really intense as awesome as it is. But I'm just trying to make sense of it all at the moment.