So my birthday is in a few days. Just got dumped out of a short but very mind destroying relationship. It wasnt toxic, wasnt the other persons faults just...the way they left hit me like a freight train. And i have been fighting and fighting to come up with something to post somewhere to try and see if someone in the PNW is open to chilling with me on my birthday cause last year...i spent it here at home but it felt kinda forgotten by family and friends even that i live with.

So about me. Im about a year give or take on hrt but thats with some severe hits and misses on dosage. So i have somewhat tits but otherwise still look like i did prior to it. So still masc presenting though i have this skirt i love to wear when im feeling feminine or "mommy"

I am turning 33. Im a gamer, a geek, a nerd. I have adhd and minor brain damage due to a toxic drug that saved my life at 6 months old.

Interests wise i have many. Lately i have a friend that has me going down modding rabbit holes for many a game but ive been playing sims heavily modded, cyberpunk heavily modded, im really trying to beat game i havent beaten or games i havent beaten story based dlc to yet. So also playing witcher 3 and a few other games.

Im a forever dm that is close to quitting due to my ideas not exactly being well liked by my main group so may take a break from that but i have a tuesday in person game that i can still try my current campaign idea on. See how that goes.

Um lets see whatelse...im debating trying being a sub so becoming a proper switch but i will state this very vehemently I AM NO ONES BITCH. I have a very small tool so i cant really properly fuck someone but i can work wonders with my hands and mouth.

My preferences lean towards the feminine so girls, proper femboys, and really whatever gender ya wanna be if you have the right holes. I see ftm subreddit and how many of you bois still wanna be ravaged like a girl.

Anyways. If i havent scared you or repulsed you away please feel free to message me. Im really nice when im not in a "i dont give a fuck" mood like i am writing this. Theres alot more to me than this post, consider this if your reading this far a confirmation that most of this is like a scared animal lashing out. I want attention but im scared of what will happen again. Anyways. Im done here. Peace out.