Hey there ^^. So first things first, I am not looking for anything casual at all! I am demi-sexual and a fem enby person (she/her) who is only interested in something meaningful, be it a deep friendship or an intense romantic relationship (which is usually - for me at least - the natural upgrade of a deep friendship). I would appreciate if you take your time and read through the whole introduction of myself carefully, before you consider getting in touch with me <3

Sooo... how should I start? ^^ I am a super awkward girl with anxiety issues and I am quite lonely. I am going through a divorce (no bad blood) and I am currently taking a break from my usual daytime job. I've been working hard for the last 12 years and now I took some time off to recover and to take care of myself and of my life. Mental health awareness is a big thing for me, after I've neglected mine for way too long. I am also trying to take care of my physical health because right now I am way too chubby to feel comfortable.

I would say that I am a person with ambitions. Even now during my break, I still work. It just so happens that I've shifted my focus from a job in the IT business to a job in the music industry because I am slowly turning into a music content creator, which is something that I enjoy doing a lot right now. I think people with passions and ambitions have always been very fascinating and inspiring for me. After all, we all should find our purpose in life, IMHO.

Regardless if we'd end up as friends or partners, I do want a classic and faithful relationship (platonic or romantic). The so called "alternate lifestyles" absolutely do not work for me (everyone else is free to live their lives and I won't judge; but a potential partner or close friend should be on the same page as I am). I'd consider myself to be rather old-fashioned and classy, down to earth. I am a hopeless romantic. I am also more of a dominant (but also soft) person both in life and in relationships. Even though I am an introvert, I still work on being heard.

I DO NOT LIKE talking about politics or participating in any kind of debate. I prefer people who are the same here. For me it is just a huge waste of energy and it is somewhat depressing because I am way too sensitive for that and I want to live a relaxing and peaceful life. I am absolutely not neurotypical at all, and in fact I can be too brutally honest and direct for neurotypical fellows. I do have very clear opinions and strict views. Not because I am narrow-minded but because I've been through lots of terrible experiences in life and that's why I need to protect myself by ruling out certain types of people in the first place. Hello fellow trauma survivors, I guess you understand why!

I am quite nerdy and usually spend a good amount of my spare time (where I don't make any kind of music) with gaming and worldbuilding. I am a huge fan of ARPGs and I do occasionally play WoW amongst other games. I am also into lots of games from the 90s and early 00s (both PC and console games). I live a very slow and humble life and enjoy a calm and wholesome atmosphere. I am mostly at home and would occasionally go outside to enjoy nature and get some errands done. But yes, I enjoy the comfort of my home and prefer people with a somewhat similar lifestyle.

It goes without saying that I am quite open to get to know YOU and learn more about you. We don't necessarily have to match in every point (hell, you can have some different hobbies etc...) but I think when it comes down to the most essential points that I've mentioned, there should defo be a match - otherwise I don't see how this can work. I am very open for LDR but I would prefer people from Europe because it is way easier to travel within the same continent, and most importantly because of timezones.

Just one quick last note: I will only accept serious requests. If you consider messaging me (chat request / DM) please put in as much information as you're comfortable to share with me. I want to learn as much as possible about you before continuing, especially if your account has a poor post history. I am absolutely not interested in something shallow. Questions regarding "adult topics" can be answered via private message but you should know that it does take some time until I am comfortable talking about such things. Please don't start the conversation with "Hey" or smth like that, I would really appreciate if you write a few lines about yourself quite instantly so that I see that you have good and serious intentions <3

Alrighty ^.^ thanks for taking your time and have a lovely day <3