So....its been almost a year since i met my partner on this subreddit and while we are happy and together...he doesnt fulfill all my needs.

What i am looking for is 2 fold. First off i would PREFER im not saying you have to be, im open to anyone, but i would prefer a ftm trans man pre op for reasons i will discuss in private if asked.

Second and this is where this anyone aspect comes in...i just need someone who is preferably local, local being within driving distance, who i can have a physical relationship with. Now i dont mean sex. Im here to try and find a meaningful relationship.

I mean cuddles. Hugs. Kisses. Holding hands when out and about. Be intimate i guess. I dunno how to explain it. I dont just want a fwb i want someone i can express my affection to and get more than just a few seconds of it returned.

This is where the title part where i say im not sure what im looking for comes in. But heres a little about me...(to save time this is copy and pasted from an old ad but updated)

I have been out as trans for about a year now but i have just recently really dove into it. Im on hormones and dipping my toes into feminine clothes. Ive also started introducing myself as lilian or lily preferred.

Im a nerd, a geek, i play dnd and a ton of video games. I read and write fanfiction, right now im working on a gundam seed X build fighters crossover. I build models and paint minis. Lol im a geeky girl.

I wont lie. I do not appear feminine yet. As i said im just diving into it and embracing my trans identity.

If your local awesome. Perhaps we can meet up and chill and be friends, or more! If your online im not really looking for a LDR but im willing to chat and see where things go. Regardless more friends is better than nothing.

So feel free to message me. Hopefully ive put enough info here but if not im an open book so ask away.