So I’m not good at writing these since my thoughts are all over the place right now, but I’ve decided on writing this before bed time. We’ve been together on and off for 8 years, recently got back together again almost a year ago under the conditions that we’d stop being stupid and act right. We are in our mid 20s and have 2 daughters. Recently I’ve found her acting a bit strange, always checking my phone, checking where I am. Was a bit strange and not a problem since I wasn’t doing anything I wasn’t supposed to be doing. Anywho, a few months ago I found she was talking to a few men, some she’d cheated on me in the past, she of course denied any interaction and said they were bothering her. Keep in mind these people are saved in her phone contacts all the sudden. So after my attempt on leaving her after catching her a 3rd time I stay and tell her I want something serious. Here I am 4th time I catch her, denied everything , blamed me, shows how she cares about these people more than she cares about me by saying I ruined her life. I’m saddened and need guidance. I feel like her fool.