I say this because I put so much effort in our relationship that I never had done ever with anyone that I wonder this often.

I affirmed him and catered to his needs, I send him text to encourage him through his battle with depression and always made sure to make him feel desired and loved, I was good to him just for him to go cold once I found out that he was cheating.

When I confronted him he was just quiet with no response and when asked he told me me he was just numb because something that happened in his childhood 😒

He never came off truly remorseful just seemed annoyed that I was sad instead of the bubbly woman he was used to, actually the day I left he told me why am I even here if I'm going to be distant? Like you broke my heart and I needed to process everything.

I'm so lost because our relationship was pretty good as we were best friends yet he became cold towards me once I saw him for what he was. I wonder did he ever love me? He now is out having fun sleeping with others while I'm picking up the pieces of me that he destroyed.