Guys I'm super frustrated. I used to play a Gold Level ADC and Support and I even hit plat on support once so at least in some ways I'm not bad. BUT. my worst role has always been jungle to the point that I will dodge if I get autofilled there. I figured I'd get on a smurf (not to bully people but because i truly suck at Jungling) and work my way up. I choose the easiest champion, Warwick in bronze 2. I got destroyed - 3/13/2 lost every objective. I always get destroyed in jungle and this team didn't even flame me, but thats why I don't play jungle. Every time I try to learn I get flamed and I end up feeding. As mid lane I love helping my jungle. As support I love roaming with jungler. I learned not to be a totally farm only jungler so I take some risks now.
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For example, I think going to his blue was fine cause I thought he was at my blue but if he was at red it was still fine. I started top cuase nasus wasn't going to help much. But I got invaded. I thought no one can bully ww, but fk now I just don't know.

I have time to learn now. No money, but time. I watch more videos than I play becuase when I play it goes so badly. I figured my main is higher skilled which is why I made this smurf (then avoided actually playing jungle cause I knew I'd feed which is btw the reason for the name) to play less skilled players, but they destroy me too. This role is so hard for me. Yes I do win games, but when I do It feels like It's not because of me.

I'm literally just trying for silver competency. I don't need to dominate. I just don't want to get shit on every time. I don't understand why this role is so hard for me.