For bit of context (details in my previous two posts), I struggled a bit about how to deal further with my SB, her potential vanilla relationship, some little white lies in place, feelings and a planned major intercontinental trip. So for those who care, here an update :)

So I am happy to report we went through with the trip, she was extremely excited to go and we visited three different cities in three countries over the last week or so. We had an absolute blast with a mix of dinners, hotels, bars, sightseeing and of course some shopping (I think my wallet will need a bit of time to recover from this one!!!). Plenty of pictures taken, plenty of wine consumed and bedframes tested.

Anyways, I decided not to open another can of worms and I didnt challenge her on her private life and opted for simply enjoying our time together. Also gave her occasionally a day and night to herself, but ultimately we spend most of our time together.

Due to a turn of events (Work) I will be moving away soon (as I was always just planning to stay for a few years in my current location), which means that 3 months down the road we need to break it off anyways. I did tell her. So far she took it well, with a bit of sadness, but she didnt decide yet what to do afterwards. In any case, I might as well go on with her for another 2-3 months with her, let her get ready for it, no need for any drama or anything else. If she wants to start looking for another SD, she of course can and I wont hold it against her. At this point I dont mind to just rip off the bandaid if this helps her to move on. This way we may actually part as friends when all is over. I can hope right? She is still (at least saying) interested to simply travel with me occasionally in future, even though we wont be on the same continent otherwise.

I actually do feel pretty sad about it now. She had to leave a few days earlier than me and it gave me way too much time to think. Spending a week with her didnt exactly help the 'feelz' side, but I think I got this pretty much under control at this point. Guess there is nothing bad to feel a bit of emotions after you spend so much time over the course of 6 months with someone.

UPDATE 1: told her over the weekend to let me know when she has time for me, which she agreed to do... haven't heard from her since.... getting a hunch she is already contemplating what to do next. Maybe will need to take her out for lunch and end it earlier after all :(