I have a cold heart and dont really get attached to men easily no matter how good looking they are because of listening to shera seven LOL but recently ive been being a pick me girl where i get obsessed with a guy and always text him even though he ignore me. like my fuck buddy (5 yrs older than me) who give me ppm, im so attracted to him that i text him all the time and he only reply with one word but its okay because he still give me ppm when he want a booty call. I went to the club and met 2 cute guys on 2 different bar. they been flirting with me and they get my number so i thought they really like me and i thought we can have something special but then when i texted them, they just ignore me and i try to flirt on the text and their text is looking like they are not interested with me. I just realized why am i doing this to my self getting obsessed with men who i dont get a benefit from, im better off with my other sd (12 yrs older than me) who i dont get attraction but is obsessed with me and spoil me.