So my SD was recently on a trip to NYC for about a week while he was gone all I did was stay in the house . I contact him daily to check in . I told him I was going to bed around 8 pm because I was extremely tired from going to the gym and just waking up early . After that night I waited for him to message me he didn’t . I messaged him later that evening . Telling him hey I love you and miss you you haven’t messaged me all day ? He responded to me I have been dodging him . I responded by asking why he didn’t message I didn’t think anything was wrong . I continue to try to contact him the next day and ask what’s wrong . I was stone walled .

Long story short I messaged and asked why he didn’t reach out and that this hurt me . This morning he messaged me telling me that he thinks I’m cheating . That he can’t be with someone like me . I have always put my best foot forward trying to do everything I can to show him my love and affection. I said he was wrong that it’s his insecurity but I can’t force him to stay . He says he understands that I am doing it out of desperation . I have never cheated on him . Never the less I’m back on the hunt I guess . I think it goes deeper than what I can help . I can’t keep trying to prove myself to him . I have also caught him messaging other women I forgave him . The relationship was exclusive.