so my sister and i were talking and somehow got into the subject of a neighborhood and the guys in it. I’ve been very hesitant about showing what my SD looks like to anyone and i don’t even let my close friends know his name. but something weird happened so i wanted to know what my sister knew.

I told her his nickname and her eyes widened and i was like please don’t tell me you know something bad about him.. and she tells me the worst thing possible.. that she slept with him like 10 years ago when they were teens.

i felt sooo horrible because i always said i would never be put in the predicament of sleeping with someone my sister has. and this dude just tricks me into without my knowledge.

but as horrible as i felt about it… i told my sister, im sorry but i have to keep him around. bc it’s not like this is a love relationship, it’s transactional. He gets what he wants and i get what i want. and she’s fine with it bc it was long ago and it wasn’t anything serious. But i do just want to get him back somehow for this