I guess I am in the Waiting list for a new sugar mama.

I met Kayla while I was working a retail job. She was a regular and always got the same things. She was honestly very pretty, I would make it a point to flirt with her every-time she came in.

To make a long story short, she asked me out on a date after my shift; she bought me an expensive dinner, asked me about my life goals, asked me how I felt about women in there 50’s…

Soon she started bringing me fancy food and gifts at work; she would take me on dates at least once a week.

After about two months of this she sat me down and explained that her and her husband are open. That he works over sees and is only home a couple months out of the year. That she doesn’t work and needs someone to keep her company other than her daughter.

I quit my job and started hanging out with Kayla about three times a week and basically did anything she asked.

Kayla and I never set up like a payment plan or anything like that. But she was constantly buying me gifts, giving me loose cash, paying my rent and bills….

Her daughter came home from some training thing in Arizona, and was going to be staying at Kayla’s for a couple months.

Sorry I am trying to keep this short.

Yada yada yada

Kayla’s daughter basically wouldn’t leave my side whenever I showed up. It got to the point where Kayla would ask her to leave and she would refuse.

Just the other day Kayla took me out to dinner and ended things. She wouldn’t go into details, but basically said she needed to focus on her daughter.

I left it at that because the way she said it made it seem like something else was going on.

I cant help but feel a little heartbroken. I don’t think I will ever find an SM again but…. For me it was starting to feel like more than that….

I know it’s dumb. Age gap, she’s married, power balance would be way off…

Idk…. I really liked feeling desired.