Just venting. I hate that I found out about the bowl and SA a couple of years ago. I’m older(40) so I know my odds were slim but I managed to meet two great SD’s. I’m still seeing one of them but I know things are winding down. Our overnights have stopped and he’s been canceling a lot lately which is never like him. I know it’s part of sugar life. I wish I could meet another long term SD but I’m doubtful for my age. I also work full time and worry about showing my pic on SA so it’s blurred. None of this is helping my situation. I wish I would’ve found out about sugar dating earlier in my life. Okay I’m done. This is my only safe space to talk about any of this.