How am I devil trying to rebuke my sin. I’m savage, wild, derelict feral boy. That never had a chance.

33 years. And I can’t remember one.

I graduated from a private school all boys. I spent time in the streets selling dope

Seen the worst parts of man under impression of fraternity and solidarity.

I graduated from a private college miles away from my family. Then spent more times in the street selling dope. But this time I was in a suit — and perfectly Assimilate to hegemony.

What a world. You are now departing Rotation station 🚞 and will arrive at the dissociation station for weeks. I lost A child. My first partner. My family now being estranged for 14 years. I stayed away so they would forget me.

The whole time I had them. Protecting me. Soothing me. And nurturing a child in the middle who never grew up. Never learned how to shave, drive , even speak. All he can do is hold anyone — someone at night. So tight yet gentle , and roll his finger through their hair. But as soon as they get up. The weight of the bed shifts he wakes up and wails.

How am I devil trying to rebuke my sin. I’m savage, wild, derelict feral boy. That never had a chance.

33 years. And I can’t remember one.

I graduated from a private school all boys. I spent time in the streets selling dope

Seen the worst parts of man under impression of fraternity and solidarity.

I graduated from a private college miles away from my family. Then spent more times in the street selling dope. But this time I was in a suit — and perfectly Assimilate to hegemony.

What a world. You are now departing Rotation station 🚞 and will arrive at the dissociation station for weeks. I lost A child. My first partner. My family now being estranged for 14 years. I stayed away so they would forget me.

The whole time I had them. Protecting me. Soothing me. And nurturing a child in the middle who never grew up. Never learned how to shave, drive , even speak. All he can do is hold anyone — someone at night. So tight yet gentle , and roll his finger through their hair. But as soon as they get up. The weight of the bed shifts he wakes up and wails. Wails.

And when I wake up still tried and stress to the brink — my blood has been pre-heart attack. Everything just amplified that all I can say is

Bedlam, bedlam, Bedlam

And when I wake up still tried and stress to the brink — my blood has been pre-heart attack. Everything just amplified that all I can say is

Bedlam, bedlam, Bedlam