i just got my Sub script (8mg films once a day) on Thursday and i either lost it or had it stolen (not entirely sure which) and i’m sorta freaking about because i don’t know what to do. i had this happen once before and went to the hospital where they gave me a new script to get me through to my next appointment but idk if i can get lucky enough to have that happen again, might have just been a really understanding ER doc for all i know. i’m terrified of withdrawals (on day 2 or 3 without taking a sub now and WDs haven’t really started yet but as we all know, it’s inevitable...) and i don’t know anyone off the top of my head that has any i could buy just to get me through, even if i had to take smaller doses or whatever just to make them last.

does anyone have any ideas as to what i can or should do in this situation? i’m having really bad anxiety (which i also struggle with even when things are fine, my diagnoses are Panic Disorder, GAD, social anxiety disorder, MDD, opioid use disorder and ADHD) and i’m trying to not take my Xanax unless i absolutely need it but its really hard to deal lately.

one of the only solutions i’ve thought of so far is to see if i can get accepted in the county methadone clinic and wait until i’m in WD (although i hope that wouldn’t be too bad since i was only on 8mg a day, not a crazy high dose) but i don’t know how long it would take to get accepted or if i’d even BE accepted (i’m a New York resident on Medicaid through Emblem Health and i have no idea how state/Medicaid insurance works when it comes to methadone maintenance treatment), not to mention i’d have to have a medical transportation taxi take me to and from the clinic every single morning until i could get take homes which would suck since i’m currently unemployed and desperately looking for a job and having a window of a couple hours every morning when i wouldn’t be able to work if i needed to would SEVERELY limit my work opportunities)

so i’m turning to you, my Reddit Suboxone family in hopes that someone cares and has the knowledge enough to help me figure out what to do in this situation. please help me. thanks