I was told no orgasms until at least Thursday because I had not yet finished a task my Mistress had given me. I got extra horny last night and started masturbating. I stopped myself a few minutes in and did not orgasm, because I didn't want to be disrespectful or disobey Her. I knew I had still messed up by initially attempting to cum. I told Her about it this morning because I don't hide things from Her, and She made me put my collar in our play box where our other toys are and give Her my key to the box. She also told me She was disappointed in me, which hurts more than if She were mad at me.

I just wanted to vent my sadness I guess; I hate disappointing Her, because She means the world to me and I just want to be Her good boy.