I've leaned submissive for a long time but I never felt brave enough or perhaps "worthy" enough to find a Dom. My IRL relationships have been heavy on the vanilla, hold the cream. Any time I ventured or wanted to dip my toes in, it's always been online, and it ends before it starts.

Despite the inexperience, I am a non-monogamist and practice ENM. I tend to feel safe and confident that I can manage multiple sexual partners, and rarely, if ever, does any of it evolve into feelings.

Okay...so? I'm so overly verbal sometimes

I've been approached several times to be someone's cuckcake and even unicorn. Being a "unicorn" was always fun, easy, the task at hand was very straightforward. Being a cuckcake was interesting but also sounded fun. I played a little bit here and there but ultimately didn't exactly vibe with their Dom's. The Dom experience felt similarly to how it had been when I was on my own trying to find it. It was like trying to find just the right baseball gloves, and finding that none fit.

Enter Dom in shape of a tsunami, tearing down dams, and flooding ancient relics. Enter Dom in the form of an exploding star, making me melt in the heat of his presence. Enter Dom who makes me quiver with even a simple "Hello".

I can't help that my thoughts revolve around the idea that he is only here to cuck his quean. Even when I'm getting all the things I want, when I go to bed, there's a nagging voice that says he is hers. It's like I want more than just his time and attention, and it's terrifying. I feel completely consumed by him.

Have you ever fallen for someone else's Dom? Have you ever submitted to someone with multiple subs?

Stories welcomed